Today was hard. I’m way way sore from overworking myself so everything fucking hurts and I can’t get comfortable. And from the moment I woke up there was just unpleasant interactions on stripperblog. The night got better as I had a heart to heart with a new L4D team member but it was dodgy before that because he introduced me to his friend and we didn’t get along after he didn’t take a match seriously (the guy apologized but it was still very stressful and I ended up arguing with yet another stranger over xbox), and then as the night wore on we started getting worse and this team we were killing started killing us. I didn’t even make it all the way through the rematch, I was too sore and tired. Honestly, I’m kind of sad, too. I’m trying to be excited about finally getting new furniture but I keep second guessing myself - should I be spending my holiday money on this, am I spending too much, does it all match correctly or is it going to look terrible, etc. And then I just discovered that my fucking cat went to town on my duvet cover and ripped tears in it in like 2-3 places. It’s not really replaceable and even if I could find another one it would be wicked expensive. I’m just kind of having one of those nights where I need a good cuddle and some encouragement. Sigh.
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