I didn’t have an appetite yesterday since I was so low on sleep, but I drank a coffee around 5pm so that I could go to work, which I did. But I was so low on sleep and food that by the end of the night, I was really sick and ready to throw up. I probably wasn’t safe to drive home and when I got in my apartment, I could barely stand. I fell into bed without walking Gabby or showering or anything but I did manage to wash my face. I woke up an hour later feeling more human and took Gabby out, showered properly, and changed into pajamas, took my new sleep meds and went back to bed. It took me a little bit to fall back asleep and then I kept waking up after around noon thinking it was much later in the day than it was and feeling panicked. I did technically get like 9hrs of sleep, but they were heavily interrupted and I’ve been in a heavy fog since I woke up. My brain feels fuzzy. If I turn my head too quickly I get nauseous. I’m not sure if this means I needed to double up the dosage (which my dr and my downstairs neighbor both told me I may need to do) so that I sleep through, or if I shouldn’t be on these meds at all bc maybe it’s the meds making my brain fuzzy and not the lack of sleep.
But even though I feel like I’m in a parallel universe where boxes store things in people, I forced myself to clean out the fridge and take 2 huge loads of stinky trash down 3 flights of stairs to the dumpster because it was starting to smell in here. And then I went and got gas bc my car was on E when I got home last night, deposited last night’s money (I was too sick to even make it to the bank, I thought I was going to throw up in the car and was seriously worried), and went to walmart to get food for Misha because we ran out yesterday - all this in pre 5pm traffic. So I just got home and ordered a bunch of chinese food (soooo much chinese food) and I’m excited to have a meal for the first time since 10am yesterday and watch me some west wing.
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