I might be drunk right now but I just wanted to say that
NONE of it matters because what is important is that i am surroundd by beautiful kind people who are so good an d cute and just look at them okay? Okay. It doesn’t matter that anything falls apart ever. All things fall apart bc entropy and it’s not because you’re not good enough or you don’t try hard enough for you’re not an adult enough because YOU ARE okay nobody got you here but YOU fam and you know what you coud have been mean but you weren’t and you know why? because you have the same hart you always did. even if sometimes it feels like it died. it didn’t. you’re you. and you have jango and daryl and erin and furbabies and marty and kami and rachel and DAVID YOU should call him more he misses you and also brad AND KIRSTEN. there are people in your life who are so effortlessly lovely and you all love each other because you have good hearts and THAT is what matters okay, sober me? okay.
one step at a time, one day at a time, and it’s okay to call for help but be nice to yourself bc your beautiful friends would want you to be nice, and really, deep down, you’re nice. i promise.
everythign is gonna be okay. just breathe and tkae one thing at a time and remember that you have thick skin and an elastic heart
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